man, what a month
i found my love! i met her in a chatroom. i know what you're thinking - stupid me, falling in love with somebody i havent ever even seen before.
but, well, thats the way it goes i guess. no control. it happens or it doesn't.
how high is the propability for two people of about the same age, opposite sex

and same attitude to meet in a chatroom in the www??? pretty low, i guess...
i think of her every hour of the day, want to meet her, hold her, kiss her.
fucked up world! how can two people that haven't even looked into each others eyes create so much sympathy for each other and elswhere people are blowing each others heads apart, athough or because(?) they have been living next to each other for centuries.
i don't care why - my life has a meaning now. i have never felt this way before.
live for the moment!
take care all of you, don't get caught in reality!!!